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02794aam a2200421 i 4500 001 553D545A32FD11ECA73A95B520ECA4DB 003 SILO 005 20211022010017 008 210615s2021 nyu 000 0 eng 010 $a 2021022739 020 $a 0306925745 020 $a 9780306925740 035 $a (OCoLC)1237354675 040 $a DLC $b eng $e rda $c DLC $d OCLCO $d OCLCF $d UKMGB $d TOH $d IOU $d SILO 042 $a pcc 082 00 $a 155.9/37085 $2 23 100 1 $a Maisel, Ivan, $d 1960- $e author. 245 10 $a I keep trying to catch his eye : $b a memoir of loss, grief, and love / $c Ivan Maisel. 246 30 $a Memoir of loss, grief, and love 250 $a First edition. 264 1 $a New York : $b Hachette Books, $c 2021. 300 $a vii, 225 pages : illustrations ; $c 23 cm 505 0 $a Demystifying grief -- Hey, bud! -- College -- Going public -- A bad day, a great ending -- A ball under water -- First-evers -- I keep trying to catch his eye -- The Hilinskis -- A better person -- The lies we tell ourselves -- Every day -- The evolution of coping. 520 $a "In February 2015, Ivan Maisel received a call that would alter his life forever: his son Max's car was found abandoned in a parking next to Lake Ontario. Two months later, Max's body would be found in the lake. I Keep Trying to Catch His Eye is the story of Maisel's love for a son who was so different from him, but who he loved so deeply, and how he came to learn that grief for Max was nothing more than a last, ultimate expression of love. Navigating the moments of their complicated relationship, as well as their love each other, Maisel explores the bridges he tried to build to his son and the grief that engulfed him and his family after Max's death by suicide. Taking its title from Max's love of photography--and his tendency to only love the camera when he was behind it, looking away whenever his picture was taken--I Keep Trying to Catch His Eye delves into the tragically transformative reality of losing a child, all with grace, depth, and refinement. But by humanizing Max and humanizing his grief, Maisel evokes understanding instead of sorrow, appreciation instead of anxiety--and love instead of fear"-- $c Provided by publisher. 650 0 $a Parental grief. 650 0 $a Teenagers $x Suicidal behavior. 941 $a 9 952 $l ALPE516 $d 20240417015838.0 952 $l GZPE631 $d 20240305021415.0 952 $l BOPG851 $d 20231010030828.0 952 $l FXPH314 $d 20221108010347.0 952 $l TCPG826 $d 20211203010734.0 952 $l XXPH787 $d 20211202015139.0 952 $l CAPH522 $d 20211106010154.0 952 $l KSPG296 $d 20211028021639.0 952 $l BAPH771 $d 20211022010116.0 956 $a http://locator.silo.lib.ia.us/search.cgi?index_0=id&term_0=553D545A32FD11ECA73A95B520ECA4DB 994 $a C0 $b IOUInitiate Another SILO Locator Search