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03698aim a2200481Mi 4500 001 B19AA7A42B4D11EDAE97EC5451ECA4DB 003 SILO 005 20220903010016 006 m dq h 007 cs nza|||auuuu 007 sz zunznnnzneu 008 220520r20222022ohunnnneq m n eng d 020 $a 1250876273 020 $a 9781250876270 028 02 $a 43455 $b Findaway World 035 $a (OCoLC)1330846814 040 $a PLAYA $b eng $e rda $c PLAYA $d JIU $d SILO 100 1 $a Holes, Paul. 245 10 $a Unmasked : $b my life solving America's cold cases / $c Paul Holes ; with Robin Gaby Fisher. 250 $a Unabridged. 264 1 $a Solon, Ohio : $b Findaway World, LLC, $c [2022] 300 $a 1 audio media player (8 hr., 45 min., 29 sec.) : $b digital, HD audio ; $c 3 3/8 x 2 1/8 in. 500 $a Issued on Playaway, a dedicated audio media player. 511 0 $a Read by the author. 520 $a "From the detective who found the Golden State Killer, a memoir of investigating Americas toughest cold cases and the rewards-and toll-of a life solving crime. I order another bourbon, neat. This is the drink that will flip the switch. I dont even know how I got here, to this place, to this point. Something is happening to me lately. Im drinking too much. My sheets are soaking wet when I wake up from nightmares of decaying corpses. I order another drink and swig it, trying to forget about the latest case I cant shake. Crime solving for me is more complex than the challenge of the hunt, or the process of piecing together a scientific puzzle. The thought of good people suffering drives me, for better or worse, to the point of obsession. People always ask how I am able to detach from the horrors of my work. Part of it is an innate capacity to compartmentalize; the rest is experience and exposure, and Ive had plenty of both. But I have always taken pride in the fact that I can keep my feelings locked up to get the job done. Its only been recently that it feels like all that suppressed darkness is beginning to seep out. When I look back at my long career, there is a lot I am proud of. I have caught some of the most notorious killers of the twenty-first century and brought justice and closure for their victims and families. I want to tell you about a lifetime solving these cold cases, from Laci Peterson to Jaycee Dugard to the Pittsburg homicides to, yes, my twenty-year-long hunt for the Golden State Killer. But a deeper question eats at me as I ask myself, at what cost? I have sacrificed relationships, joy?even fatherhood?because the pursuit of evil always came first. Did I make the right choice? Its something I grapple with every day. Yet as I stand in the spot where a young girl took her last breath, as I look into the eyes of her family, I know that, for me, there has never been a choice. "I dont know if I can solve your case," I whisper. "But I promise I will do my best.""-- $c Provided by publisher. 500 $a One AAA battery required to operate. 650 0 $a Holes, Paul. 650 0 $a Cold cases (Criminal investigation) $z United States. 650 0 $a Criminal investigation $z United States. 655 7 $a Audiobooks. $2 lcgft 655 7 $a Autobiographies. $2 lcgft 655 7 $a Biographies. $2 lcgft 655 7 $a Playaway. $2 gsafd 700 1 $a Fisher, Robin Gaby, $e author. 710 2 $a Playaway Digital Audio. 710 2 $a Findaway World, LLC. 710 2 $a Macmillan Audio (Firm) 941 $a 3 952 $l YEPF572 $d 20231012014158.0 952 $l CDPF771 $d 20221005010723.0 952 $l GDPF771 $d 20220903010308.0 956 $a http://locator.silo.lib.ia.us/search.cgi?index_0=id&term_0=B19AA7A42B4D11EDAE97EC5451ECA4DB 994 $a C0 $b JIUInitiate Another SILO Locator Search